[Complicated in a way that Nick doesn't even entirely understand, let alone begin to try to explain it.]
People - we have different relationships. Friends, colleagues, significant others. I, well, there was a direction I thought my life was going in. I had friends, I had a girlfriend I loved and thought I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Then I found out what I am. What my purpose was.
[There's a brief pause, as he tries to figure out how to word the rest of it.]
It wasn't want I planned on, but I can't escape it. I can just change it, make it be on my terms. Monroe's a big part of that, the reason I can do it. I just - haven't had time to figure out how he fits into the rest of my life.
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People - we have different relationships. Friends, colleagues, significant others. I, well, there was a direction I thought my life was going in. I had friends, I had a girlfriend I loved and thought I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Then I found out what I am. What my purpose was.
[There's a brief pause, as he tries to figure out how to word the rest of it.]
It wasn't want I planned on, but I can't escape it. I can just change it, make it be on my terms. Monroe's a big part of that, the reason I can do it. I just - haven't had time to figure out how he fits into the rest of my life.